When I creepily stare at women all day I have to categorize them in my mind. I like thinking about my categories so I am going to blog about them too. First of all, I realize that I say 3 kinds, but really there are kind of 4. The 4rth one is ugliness, and ugly is ugly is ugly, I don’t like to think about that kind, so I don’t count it. The 3 forms are: cuteness, beauty, and sexy/hotness. Now, no female really fits perfectly into a category, and most females have qualities of all three, but usually a female will primarily be of one category. These categories are kind of determined by the physical features and mannerisms of the female, but really, they are determined by the feelings I get inside myself when I look at them. Basically the cause and effect goes like this: physical features and mannerisms -> my feelings -> to my category, so I make determine the category based on what I feel, and the feelings is based on what I see and hear.
I like females who have any of the 3 attributes, but I’d have to say that cuteness is my favorite. Cuteness is the feelings inside of me that just makes me want to scream and roll up the creature in a little ball and hug her and pet her and say “Gooood giirrrrrl, goooood”. These feelings are brought upon by females that look adorable. These females usually don’t have the most perfect and voluptuous bodies but make up for it by being adorable. The best example of a cute female is a cute Japanese female. Many Japanese females don’t act and look super sexy or anything, but instead act and look adorable. Although a female of any ethnicity can be cute, Jap females are the best example. Cuteness is my favorite because for whatever reason right now I love really cute things, and an advantage over a hot female is that, with a hot female, if I’m not feeling horny, like if I just got done masturbating, then the hot female’s attractiveness temporarily goes way down to me, but a cute female’s attractiveness is always up. Also, as far as long term marriage goes, it is nearly impossible to maintain any level of hotness into old age, but some level of cuteness can be maintained for a long time, especially if the female is Asian.
Cuteness is the strangest and least understood category. What is so weird about it is I get this exact same feeling for cute animals and cute little kids as I do for adult females. Many times I measure a female’s cuteness in baby meowys; like how many baby meowys together her cuteness is equal to. Unlike the other two categories cuteness is not really a sexual attraction, and I do not think about sex on the top of my mind when feeling the feeling of cuteness. What is very strange is that although the feelings are the same as when I see a little girl or an animal, I have no desire to mate with a little girl or an animal, but I do with an adult cute female. Now, one obvious hypothesis is that my desire to mate is because the female still has a little bit of beauty and hotness in her and it is that that makes the difference, but the problem with that is that if a female is super cute, my desire to impregnate her is super high, so it correlates with her high levels of cuteness and not with her low hotness or beauty levels! It could be just simply that the cuteness desire for adult females is similar to that for little girls or animals, but is not the exact same. My leading theory is that the cuteness feeling in side me is the same, but for some reason if the female has at least a little beauty and sexiness levels, then my mind switches like a lever to allow myself to want to mate with them. If this theory is correct then that begs the question to whether this lever that stops me from desiring little girls and animals is in my mind naturally, or whether society pressures and teachings that I have grown up with have planted that lever in my mind. I don’t know, but either way, I think it is a good thing not to want to mate with little girls or animals, so I’m gonna let that lever be as is, lol.
Now to hotness/sexiness. A hot female is a female whose body and mannerisms elect an almost pure sexual response. This is not a female who makes me go “awwwwww” for her cuteness, or who I admire in amazement her beauty, this is a female who make me go, “DAMN!”. A female with a high hot/sexy level just makes me think about licking them up and down and banging the shit out of them. A good stripper or a hot car model is a good example of this. A hot female will have a good body. This can mean a nice ass, sexy legs, giant tits, or best of all, all three! A female’s face can be sexy too. Some females just have that face that looks like they want to mate. This face can be natural, or purposely made by the female, or both.
There can be horny times when a hot/sexy female is my favorite type of female, but for the most part I find this type intimidating and scary. Also, usually a hot female will need to dress very sluty to show off her hotness, and although I have nothing against sluts, I tend to not like them as much as females who appear to not be sluts.
Now on to the final category, beauty. Beauty is kind of a mixture of hotness and cuteness. Beauty doesn’t instantly make me want to mate with the female or make me say, “Aawwwwwww”, but a female with a high beauty level makes me admire her as a great creation. I know I should admire the other types as a great creation too, but that is just not the feeling I get. I admire beautiful females like the Greeks admired the greatness of the human body. With the other two categories the body and face both can make a female hot or cute, but when it comes to beauty, it is mainly the face and hair that make a female beautiful. Don’t get me wrong, if she is incredibly fat that ruins everything, but it is just that the body is not the focus. With a beautiful female the face doesn’t look particularly cute or sexy, but just beautiful, and it seems that that look is in between the other two. Like if I imagine a cute female’s face morphing into a hot one’s, half way through the morph, the face will be a beautiful face.
When I see a female my mind automatically calculates the beauty, hotness, and cuteness levels of that female. Sometimes in my head it looks like a bar graph with 3 bars that move up and down for a second like the bars on a VCR, but then they stop at the calculated levels. There are no specific numbers associated with the levels though. My mind does this automatically even in a professional situation, but in a professional situation my mind just does not dwell on the calculation, while in a more lax situation I may or may not think about it more. These calculations can change over time as I see more of the female, and sometimes a good personality will actually give the female higher ratings for some reason. I guess if I like the person my mind overlooks her downsides and exaggerates her positives.
As I said before, every non-ugly female has some amount of all three in them, and the females that look the most amazing to me are ones that have high levels of 2 different categories. These females are rare and are an amazing site. Most of the time when I identify a female as one of these rare, splendorous beauties, I later realize that I exaggerated one of the categories at first glance, but some females, even after careful examination remain high in more than one category. I just realized, while writing this, that I do not have a name for these types of females. I need one, but at the top of my head a good word does not come to mind.
Welp, I think that sums it up good enough, so I’m gonna stop writing now.
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